I don’t know why I’m still up, I really should be sleeping xD but I feel obliged to say something to you. I always find my nights extremely boring when I’m alone. And this is so funny cause even now I feel that way and Jesse is beside me sleeping. I don’t know what it is, but babe. I always want you. Always. I could be spending my entire day with another girl and have fun, but I would still want to be with you. I ALWAYS want you with me. I mean okay if I’m jamming or doing some activity that requires my absolute attention then whatever, but I mean when it comes down to spending time with and including a person in my life 75 % of the time… It’s you. I love you so much. I absolutely love you. I adore you. I admire you, I respect you. I enjoy every moment with you. I look up to you. You guide me through life. I love the way you talk, move, dance, squeal, ahhhh everything ! I need you. When times get rough I think about you. Just naturally I feel better because I know that things could be worse. I could not have you. But I do have you. And that’s why I feel so amazing all the fucking time. You are my inspiration to be someone. You make me enjoy the now and you get me excited for the future. You make ME squeal!! You’re so beautiful in body and mind. Your smile is so strong and real. You’ve got amazing talent and strengths that you have yet to recognize. You’re so creative with everything you do. You have your own way of doing things and you think about new ways of making things better. I know sometimes you feel dumb because of how I treat you and act all smart and shit but you are so intelligent. You think of things I’ve never thought of before. You show me a different light. You and your fantastic mind of yours fucking rule. You know the bench press in my basement? You know the one you can’t lift cause you’re “weak” think again missy. You are beyond strong. You’re a weightlifting queen. And I’m not talking about dumbbells or barbells. I mean you are stronger than you think. It takes a lot of effort in the morning to get up and go to school and man up to get the things you don’t wanna do. And yet you get them done. You just totally bossed your homework. You can handle so much and still smile and be the amazing person you are. You are a wonderful V.P and no one can say anything against this because you are a one of a kind. All of your beautiful attributes and talents and skills and fucking . Just everything. Everything about you I love . I love you so much. And I am fucking PROUD to say you are my girlfriend. Because there is no one like you. No one. Don’t Ever get jealous of anyone else. Because the rest of the world is jealous of you and your life. You are the best person I’ve ever met and I’m so happy to say that you’re mine and that we can live our lives together. I just wanted to say that xD and no I’m not high. Sober life is the loveydovey life. Alright babe. Maybe the coke’s worn off now and ill be able to sleep. Anyway just wanted to say what was on my mind . Aka you♥ all the time . Love you♥

This made me cry.